Disappointment
I was promised a day of pampering. I was promised hours of pleasure to be licked and sucked and fucked. I was promised orgasms – all the kinds I mentioned to you a few days ago. I was promised multiples and games and hours, yes hours of mind blowing, heart breaking sex.
And I wanted it. I really, really wanted it. I knew there were risks. I knew things could get in the way. I know my place. I know that there are other responsibilities and I really respect them, but I really wanted to get fucked today.
It didn’t happen though. It didn’t work out. And now I’m disappointed and yes, even a little pouty.
I should be used to disappointment. I should be accustomed to not being the top priority. It’s certainly not new to me. I’ve lived with a man for a very long time that sends me to bottom of the list. I’ve been given more excuses than you can even imagine. I really wanted today to be different though.
I need to feel close to someone. I need to have that connection. I’m craving touch and tongue. I want deep kisses and full body contact. I want to feel wanted. I want to feel like he’s craving me as much as I’m craving him.
Instead, I’m whining and bitching and moaning – all the things I do not want to be. Course, tomorrow is a new day. I’m sure I’ll feel better then.
5 Comments:
Someone with as much to give ...and receive as you do,will not have wait too long to have what you crave.
*Hugs*
Damn, that sucks. But hey it will make the next time that much better. Sorry for being anonymous, but Im a 34/m in Virginia. Would love to satify your needs...lol.
DAV
it will work out. i am sure a nice warm shower will help.
***I’ve lived with a man for a very long time that sends me to bottom of the list***
My ex was like that. I hated it. I could walk around - all day horny, plan a great night and he would come home - smoke his stupid weed and fall asleep. I would go to bed crying...
Great reading your bllog
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